The Lives and Lies of Imagination

Week 4 Fitness Star Programme

2009-11-23T00:04:00.001+08:00

9 Chin ups as of 20-11-09. Gotta work hard to maintain, then chiong for 11 :)

NAPFA Test

2009-11-12T21:55:00.002+08:00

Sit-up - 43
Sit & Reach -37
Chin-up - 7
Standing Broad Jump - 230
Shuttle Run - 11.23
2.4km run - 13.37

Now that i've managed to reach the silver standard for Sit & Reach and Standing Broad Jump, it's time to aim for Gold standard.

Current Goals:
4 more cm for Sit & Reach
2 more cm for Standing Broad Jump
2 more Chin-ups for 4 points(B)
Attempt to train for Shuttle run for Gold standard
Get Silver Standard for 2.4km run

Week 1 Fitness Star Programme & Jog/Run #9

2009-11-02T00:03:00.005+08:00

Week 1 Fitness Star Programme
Sit-up - 39
Sit & Reach -35
Chin-up - 5
Standing Broad Jump - 220
Shuttle Run - 10.5
1.6km run - 10.15
2.4km run (estimated based on 1.6km) - 15.23

Jog/Run #9
2.4km 13.43 minutes, 2 rounds 18.17 minutes, 7 overhand pull-ups, 3 underhand pull-ups

Current points so far for NAPFA is 3+1+2+1+3+0=10
Would have gotten at least a bronze if not for failing 2.4km run, be it estimated timing or based on Jog/Run #9. Gotta work harder!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Somehow i'm suspecting that this 2.4km run around my neighbourhood is more than 2.4km >.<

10 more days to NAPFA

Jog/Run #8

2009-10-28T20:19:00.001+08:00

2.4km 13.22 minutes, 2 rounds 18.11 minutes. 6 overhand pull-ups, 4 underhand pull-ups. 15 more days to NAPFA

Jog/Run #7

2009-10-20T20:07:00.001+08:00

13.28 minutes for 2.4km run, 18.26 minutes for 2 rounds. 5 overhand pull-ups, 4 underhand pull-ups

Jog/Run #6

2009-10-18T21:04:00.003+08:00

Seems like my fail timings so far have been more than 2.4km. But then again, the timing for the '2.4km' run today was 13.50 minutes, still fail-.- 18.41 minutes for 2 rounds, 4 overhand pull-ups, 4 underhand pull-ups

Jog/Run #5

2009-10-16T19:31:00.001+08:00

Same distance in 17.11 minutes, 2 rounds 19.53 minutes, 5 overhand pull-ups,4.5 underhand pull-ups. Still failing NAPFA

Jog/Run #4

2009-10-14T19:20:00.001+08:00

Same distance as #2 and #3, 17.09 minutes. 19 days of no running does take its toll

Jog/Run #3

2009-09-25T20:11:00.002+08:00

Worst attempt ever. Same distance as previous time, but 17.15 minutes. Still failing 2.4km

Jog/Run #2

2009-09-22T00:34:00.002+08:00

1.5 rounds in approximately 14 minutes. But only lasted 16.51 minutes. An improvement nevertheless

Jog/Run #1

2009-09-16T21:07:00.001+08:00

1.5 rounds in 15 minutes. Pathetic, but i swear i'll get better

2009-08-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

Reading through my old entries made me smile

Pathetic

2009-07-17T23:18:00.002+08:00

Pouring out my heart by typing, holding down Backspace to delete them all....

2009-04-25T15:40:00.000+08:00

It's time to open your eyes and wake up

Wonder Girls - Everlasting Impressions

2009-03-15T23:51:00.004+08:00

19 December 2008 is the day that it happened, the day I became a Wonderful. No, I’m not boasting about myself. A Wonderful is a fan of Wonder Girls. And who are the Wonder Girls? You will not regret it after finding out :D

Wonder Girls is a Korean girl group consisting of 5 members, under JYP Entertainment. They are named Korea’s little sisters due to them being quite young yet talented. So you may ask, why love the Wonder Girls? The answer's pretty simple. Their personalities and their skills. Each of the members has different personalities, and putting them together simply makes them wonderful. Each of their personalities shine in different ways, and each member have her own charm.

The five members of Wonder Girls are Ahn Sohee, Sun Mi, Park Ye eun, Min Sunye and Kim Yubin. More information on the Wonder Girls can be found on websites such as Wikipedia, so go check it out. The following will be my impression of the Wonder Girls.

Ahn Sohee, the youngest of the members, aka Mandoo( Dumpling). Her cuteness is second to no one. Watch the Tell Me video and all questions will be answered. Her cute puffy cheeks and her cute expressions will leave you melting, even on a cold day. She may seem arrogant sometimes, but that’s because she’s shy and do not talk much. However, all these are compensated by her cuteness whenever she talks.

Sun Mi, the second youngest, same age as Sohee, aka 4D alien. Sun Mi's name is actually Mi, but since most Koreans have names with 2 syllables, she's called Sun Mi. She is known as 4D alien because of her unique personality. Apparently she shows 4 types of personalities, Bright and Normal, Bright and Weird, Dark and Weird, Dark and Alright. Her vocal range is wide which can be seen from the songs Tell Me, So Hot, Nobody as well as other songs Chalang Chalang and Novice. Her dorky and adorable expressions and words never fail to brighten my day.

Park Ye eun, aka Park Oppa. Ye eun’s vocals is no joke, she really has a powerful voice :D The song Saying I Love You is composed by our talented Ye eun. Her outgoing personality would ease any tension that might be present, and her imitations of people are always funny. Surprisingly, she is always eating and eating, yet able to maintain her good figure. She is very caring towards her fans and constantly worrying about their health.

Min Sunye, aka Min Jookie or Leader Min. She’s the leader of Wonder Girls, and also fulfils the motherly role to her members. She is always showing her care and concern towards them, during interviews or performances. Her singing is filled with so much passion that she never fails to amaze people. Her always ready smile warms the hearts of people, portraying her as a role model to many.

Kim Yubin, the oldest member, aka the rapper. Yubin never fails to impress us with her rapping. Her deep voice is really suited for rapping, and her sexy image is a plus. Wonder Girls would not have been the Wonder Girls today if not for her raps. She was introduced into Wonder Girls after former member Hyunah had to leave due to her health.

To get started, these are the songs that are a must listen: Irony, Tell Me, So Hot, Nobody, This Time, Saying I Love You, Wishing on a Star. The first 4 songs displays their skills in dancing and the last 3 displays their vocals. Contrary to popular beliefs that groups that dance well during live performances are unable to sing well, Wonder Girls are able to dance well AND still sing during live performances. This post would be flooded with links if I had to list down the performances. So it is the duty of a Wonderful-to-be to do some ‘research’ and find out more. Performances can be found on Youtube, and news about Wonder Girls can be found on WG Spectacle and Sunmijjang.wordpress. So what are you waiting for? Start to be a Wonderful by clicking here.

Once a Wonderful, Am a Wonderful, Always a Wonderful ~ Backwardsdrawkcab

Let's play Rock Paper Scissors:D

2009-03-07T22:16:00.004+08:00

Saw this from dotaportal. Not sure where the exact source is. Next post will be for the Wonder Girls Contest 2 ^_^

Black Friday?

2009-02-13T21:11:00.001+08:00

Today is Friday the 13th. So what.

Am i suffering from intermittent depression?

2009-02-11T20:30:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i'm happy, and sometimes i'm sad. REALLY sad. I wonder about life, and its meanings and purposes.

What is my goal in life? Is life meaningless without a goal? Wandering about living day by day? Why do i not have a goal in life? Without a goal, there would be no motivation. Without motivation, there is no purpose. Without purpose, what is life?

Many people have a goal in life. I've seen a few people who aspire to become doctors. A doctor who treats cancer patients and a dentist. I've also met someone who aspire to open his own chain of business, which is LAN gaming shops. It might not be something big, but hey, he has a goal.A path to walk. A direction.

I'm really envious of people who has goals in life. They know what they want. They might know or might not know how to get what they want. But they DO in fact KNOW what they want. I, on the other hand, do not know what i want. I do not know my goal in life. I do not know what my future is.

Some people have big dreams. And they are not able to fulfil their dreams because of obstacles. Be it physical or mental obstacle. It might be due to not having any chances or opportunities. I cannot say the same for myself. Even if the opportunity is sitting right in front of me, waiting for me to grasp it, i can't. It's because i do not know what i want.

Some people have big dreams, and are on their way to achieving it. We do not know if they will succeed. But they are already on their way. They are already on their journey to fulfilling their dreams. They have a direction. A goal. While i don't.

Someone whom to me is a great example is SunMi from Wonder Girls. In one of the episodes of MTV Wonder Girls Season 1, JYP, their producer, asked SunMi how big is her dream. She said that her dream is the world. She wants to be the best in the world. She said that she don't know if that would actually happen, but she wants to go out and try. JYP then told her that it would be very hard, and the sacrifices that she would have to make. And SunMi cried.(I nearly cried too) She was afraid that she would not be able to achieve her dream of becoming the best. Yes, it is very difficult, and might even seem impossible. But she dares to dream. She is still working hard on achieving her dream. Even though she has been sick throughout her trip in Singapore and Los Angeles, she did not give up. JYP asked them to dream big.

And here i am thinking, is that the reason why i like SunMi so much? She has a big dream, while i do not. People say that opposites attract. Is that possible? But then again, what i really like about SunMi is her personality. Her bright, dorky and adorable self really attracts me. Like what JYP said, you cannot tell that there is a dark side to her due to her cheerfulness and brightness. But no matter what, i'll support her dream of becoming the best in the world. Even if she does not make it, it is the experience that is valuable and make her grow. And another issue arise in my head. What actually defines whether she has become the best? I guess that's really in people's heart, and not measured by being 'number 1' in the US or such.

From i don't know what kind of feeling to SunMi, i think i'm really weird. Though i don't really show it, i really think a lot, be it logical stuff, imagination, worries of the future, Life, and plenty of other things. And just to remind myself, the next post will be something that is related to the novel/movie Ink Heart.

I've been wanting to express my views on Life for a long time, but everytime i have that feeling to do so, it would be on a dark and gloomy day, or when i'm at the back of my dad's lorry. By the time i want to write it down, the feeling's gone. Till then, i'll try to stay happy. Life is too short to feel sad.

Greatest regret of Year 2008

2009-01-11T14:13:00.001+08:00

Not knowing Wonder Girls before they came to Singapore

OTCM

2009-01-05T10:39:00.002+08:00

Year 2008 was bad, the start of Year 2009 is miserable.

OTCM single-handedly made that happen.

But then again, life is too short to feel sad. Guess i'll just have to take things in my stride then.

Roles and Responsibilities

2009-01-05T01:24:00.002+08:00

My expectation of group members in a project is to simply fulfil their roles and responsibilities. Clearly, this was too simple an expectation. Over-the-Counter Medication (OTCM) project depicts that clearly.

The group comprises of 6 members, including myself. We were required to come up with a report on OTC medication that are found in Singapore and that treats certain illnesses. We are also required to make a medication kit comprising 20 different OTC medication. Sounds simple? That was what i thought at the beginning.

My group didn't get off to a good start, with none of the members knowing one another well( i can say the same for now), thus delaying the start of the project. By the time we wanted to start on the project, it was already the exam week. As a result, it was agreed that we would work on the project during the 2 week holidays.

Exams came and went. It was finally the start of the holidays. My initial thoughts was to enjoy the holiday and leave the project at a later time as it seem so easy. First week of the holidays was occupied due to the BIT camp. During the camp, one my OTCM group member sent me an sms, requesting for my email address so that he can delegate task for the project. I was thinking, wow! That's great, at least someone took the initiative to start. I was actually planning to contact the group members after the camp, but it seems like i was not required to do so.

After the camp, i checked my email and there it was, a MS word file sitting in my inbox waiting for me to open. When i opened the file, i was thoroughly disappointed. The level of English used was barely my primary 3 standard. The worst part? I'm known as Kenneh to him. There were 7 components in the report for the medication. I was to take 2, another male member 2, and the remaining 3 by 2 female members. No names are mentioned here as i do not want any trouble. The remaining 2 members are the initiator and another female member(Let's call her D). The initiator has delegated the task of compiling the report and medication, and presentation slides to himself and D. Seems like an easy job which do not require 2 people.

So there i was squeezing brain juice trying to find ways to obtain the 6 medication( supposedly 3 each for each category,with one category having 2) and to complete my part of the report. A few days later, initiator sent another sms stating that the deadline for the report parts and medication to be 26 december 2008 and that we have it ready by then so that he could collect from us. Over the course of the few days, i searched for the medication with help from my sister as she works in a clinic, and managed to find most of the medication. I had everything ready by 25 december 2008 and initiator came to collect the medication from me. I was actually feeling bad as i thought that i was the last person to submit as it was 1 day before the 'deadline'. Then i thought to myself, Hurray! One project down.

On New Year Day, 1st January 2009, i was out cycling with my Brudders at East Coast Park. On the way home, i received an sms from D, asking about the progress of the report. At that moment, she actually have not done anything as her job was to compile with initiator. It was about 6 days since the 'deadline', so i thought the report and the medication kit would have been done by then. D was worrying that she was not doing anything, so she asked me to send her my report part so that she could edit. When i reached home, i sent her the report part and chatted with her on msn. From D, i found out that i was actually the FIRST and ONLY ONE to complete my part of the report and medication.Apparently the other male member was not contactable and the other 2 female members had not given initiator the report parts and medication. Somehow i could hear glass breaking after receiving the news. I smsed the male member and the 2 female members asking them to give their parts to initiator asap. The 2 female members replied the next day saying they have given their report to initiator, with one still preparing the medication. I forgot to mention that one of the 2 smsed me a few days after 26 december 2008 asking me to send the medication to initiator when apparently i was the first and only one to do so.

I tried calling the other male member but kept receiving an automated reply stating that i have reached his mailbox. Panicking slightly, i contacted initiator and asked if the other male member have done his part. Initiator replied yes, and that only the medication part remained undone. I felt relieved as i thought once again that the report was done. At night, D contacted me saying she needed help with the other male member's report part. I was shocked as initiator told me that the report was done. I wasn't sure what the hell was going on, and after much questioning and i still have no answer, D was to finish the report part.

After everything was finished, initiator compiled the report and 'declared' it finished. The report was sent to D and i requested for a copy as well. D told me that initiator did not really compiled everything as the fonts were different, so were the alignments. The only thing he did was to combine all the files together, and add a TP logo to the cover page. Once again, D complained to me the shabby work done. Since it was part of her responsibility, she compiled the report again to make it presentable. After a very long time, she sent the report to me so that i could print it and submit. So there i was thinking happily that all i have to do was ensure that the fonts are correct and such. Upon receiving the report, i was FUCKING angry to find out that the 2 female members only did a total of 6 medication for the 3 categories, which were supposed to be at least 8. There was also a shortage of 1 from the part by the other male member, which i do not know whether he did do anything on the report, or whether his part was solely done by D. So all in all, we were short of 3 medications.

Basic calculation and COMMON SENSE and intelligence would tell us that each category should have 3 medication, which would total up to 21 medications, with 1 extra. This means that only 1 category can have 2 medications. For i don't know what FUCKING reason, the other 2 female members only did 2 medications for each category, resulting in a shortage of 3. Now, if they had common sense and intelligence, they would have took the effort to find 3 medications for each category,which i did, even though 1 of the medication would be an extra. Apparently this was not the case.

Lucky for US, i realised the mistake and went to find the medications( with the help of D) even though it was not the responsibility assigned to me. (See what i mean nic? We were right weren't we?)

After much searching, i realised that one of the medication that i did was wrong( thanks to D for pointing out), so in total i searched for 3 medication while D searched for another 1 medication and helping in the process. In the end, D who was worried that she was not doing any work did quite a lot of work, and so was i.

The only thing that i can hope for now is that all of them have the medication properly packed and labeled so that there would not be any more of this shit happening. Reminder to self* Contact initiator the following morning and ask about the medication kit. If it is not done,or not well done, i have to take over again like i did for the report.

Lesson learnt: Always have higher expectations of group members, even though higher expectations leads to higher disappointment.

Note to self: The others( other than D) are so going to suffer for peer evaluation.Suffer my wrath assholes

Chemistry Question

2009-01-02T21:55:00.004+08:00

THe following is taken from dotaportal: http://forum.esnation.com/showthread.php?t=60873&page=118

The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term exam paper:

"Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat), or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Support your answer with a proof." Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools off when it expands and heats up when it is compressed) or some variant thereof.

One student, however, wrote the following:

First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So, we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since, there are more than one of these religions, and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can project that all people and all souls go to Hell.

With birth and death rates as they are, we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially. Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell, because Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand as souls are added.

This gives two possibilities:

If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks loose. Of course, if Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over. So which is it?

If we accept the postulate given to me by Ms. Krissy Jones during my Freshman year that "it will be a cold night in Hell before I sleep with you" and take into account the fact that I still have not succeeded in having sexual relations with her, then (2) cannot be true, and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic.

This student got the only A.

This must be the most zai answer in an exam question i've read if this is true. Kudos to him/her for thinking of this.

A New Year, A New Start

2008-12-31T22:23:00.003+08:00

After being away from blogging for so long, i've decided i really need a place to express my thoughts. Othewise my brain will one day explode from overloading.

Once again, another year has passed, and i have to say that year 2008 wasn't really a good year. Not much memorable experience, not even 18th birthday. I can't remember much of year 2008 that would bring back memories when looking back.

Year 2008 is a year that made me realise that i have done nothing much for the past 18 years. 18 years of pure living for the sake of living. As such, year 2009 and onwards need to be lived fruitfully and without regrets.

Things to do for year 2009/ New Year Resolution:

1. Be more aware of what i'm doing everytime
2. Spare more thoughts for others
3. Try and feel what other people are feeling and understand that
4. Type more proper sentences unlike jsut, taht, poeple
5. Sleep earlier
6. Spend more time on school work
7. Be more outgoing
8. Learn morse code
9. Think of the future
10. Be more aware of the surroundings
11. Stop thinking nonsense that would make me feel sad and stupid
12. Have more courage
13. Be friendly
14. Be the one to intitate
15. Less procrastination
16. Learn a new language, maybe Korean
17. Have a better posture
18. Stone lesser
19. Exercise more to keep fit, not fitter
20. Have a healthier diet, less oily food and fried food
21. Stop scaring myself with my imagination
22. Stop saying things that will put down/offend/insult people
23. Let the past stay the past. Stop thinking of unhappy past experiences
24. Don't dwell on the past, move on to the present and the future
25. Have a better memory.Forgot what i wanted to write for 23
26. Be more confident about myself
27. Do not care about what people think about my appearance
28. It is MY life
29. Live for myself, not for others
30. More actions to go with the many thoughts.(supposed to be 23)
31. Spend less time in front on computer playing. Go out and socialise more
32. Generate lesser thoughts that are detrimental to my mind, body and health
33. Focus on one task more rather than do more tasks at the same time
34. Think before i talk/act, but not too much.Refer to 30
35. Satisfy that longing.(Nothing sexual)
36. Less avoiding. Face the problems
37. Fulfil the above mentioned

A few more tasks to do:

-Find or make a nice blog skin. Most likely will attempt to make one
-Start doing projects like LAIT and DM. Or at least read up on what is required.
-Clean room
-Add Cbox, links, maybe likes/dislikes, wants,songs to blog

And last but not least, Happy New Year's Eve!

2008-05-20T23:36:00.002+08:00

Step 1: Look up at the ceiling.
Step 2:Look for todays date on the calendar.

Conclusion: There you go,an update

*This is for nic:D

2008-04-02T21:00:00.001+08:00

Lazy to update=.= Will not be writing anything about the chalet. No point writing anyway 0_o

Back from Chalet

2008-03-20T09:56:00.003+08:00

Just got back from chalet,just brushed my teeth and bathed. Didn't sleep at all. Feeling tired but don't feel like sleeping. Time to play,might update later

2008-03-17T14:46:00.005+08:00

Previous Status: 'Pudge 2nd skill' -ing at home.
Current Status: 'Pudge 2nd skill' -ing at home.
Future Status: 'Pudge 2nd skill' -ing at home.

Only thing to look forward to is the class chalet,though not everyone will be there. Haven't stayed in a chalet for like 10 years? Don't even know what to pack=.= Don't know much details about it also xD. Anyway, Good Luck to my brudders having exams this week. Not that i think my 'luck' helps anyway:p

Changed the song at the left. It's Amaranth by a band called Nightwish.
Their Genre(s) is/are Symphonic metal, Power metal
Yeah, didn't expect my self to like this kind of song. Metal=.=
Another nice song is Nemo.NOT finding nemo.just Nemo.
Go to http://newival-nick.blogspot.com/ to listen. It's really nice. But i prefer Amaranth:p
Another nice song is Eva.More like acoustic?I dunno what it's called.So i'll just call it light singing:D Go search for it on youtube.

2008-03-15T00:21:00.003+08:00

Exam Results for 0702834C
B Acc2:B+,
Prin Mgt:B,
EBM:B+,
MicrEcon:B+,
SAS:B,
DBIS:B+,
French:A,
RESULTS:GS
From:+659XXXXXXX
1:39pm 12/3/08

Yea, I'm bored enough to type this out from my sms:p I think my results are ok,considering that my GPA have risen a little bit, from 3.21 to 3.33. Nice numbers=.=

2008-02-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!!! Exams are over:D

2008-02-28T17:50:00.001+08:00

5 down 1 more to go

This is to compensate for yesterday post xD

2008-02-27T11:10:00.003+08:00

86 words

Speed test

Nah,just kidding xD I edited the code.The original was 57:p

2008-02-26T20:17:00.000+08:00

4 down 2 more to go

2008-02-25T16:24:00.001+08:00

3 down 3 more to go

The exam have not ended yet.It's ending at 4.30 pm but i'm already at home xD

Finished and handed in the paper at 3.52pm,and the bus arrived just as i reached the bustop.That explains why i'm home now xD

EBM tommorow,which is something to dread as there is a lot of things to study.So,i'm going to study now,ciaos

2008-02-22T22:31:00.002+08:00

2 down 4 more to go

Mr Fflwfhfcashml

2008-02-15T14:09:00.005+08:00

First of all, i would like to add a person into my curse list. I do not know him at all so we shall give him a name( it is rude to call him man). Let's call him Mr Fucking Fat Loser Who Fucks His Father's CHEEBYE And Sucks His Mother's LANJIAO,or Mr Fflwfhfcashml for short.

Scenario:

I was on my way way on bus 8. As there were no seats but lots of space at the rear,i moved to the back of the bus. As there were some people at the back, i could only move to the exit door. So there i was,minding my own business listening to my mp3. When the bus was reaching a bustop, i felt a tap on my back. I turned around and saw a man looking at me( He was sitting at the seat nearest and opposite the exit door). Yes, that's Mr Fflwfhfcashml. He spoke in chinese. "Ni yao xia che mah?" For anyone who does not understand, it means "Are you alighting?"

I shook my head and said 'no'. Guess what he said? He snapped, " Bu yao xia che jiu bu yao dang bie ren de lu" (Don't block people's way if you don't want to alight) At first i thought he was just being rude so i shifted to let his fat body pass as he stood up. When he was standing, he kept staring at me as if i was some sort of rude child blocking his fucking fat way. What's the worst part? Even though he has alighted, he kept staring at me from the bustop even when the bus started moving. WARNING!Extreme swearing starts here.
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WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR YOU FUCKER.I DIDN'T BLOCK YOUR FUCKING WAY. HOW THE FUCK WAS I TO MOVE WHEN THE BUS WAS FUCKING MOVING?! USE YOUR FUCKING BRAINS TO THINK OR EVEN YOUR FUCKING FATS IF YOU DONT HAVE BRAINS. YOU THINK THAT BY STARING YOU WOULD BE MORE INTIMIDATING?IF YOU HAD EVEN OPEN YOUR MOUTH AND SAID SOMETHING I SWEAR THAT I WOULD HAVE ARGUED. I GET IT NOW.YOUR HAVE NO BALLS TO ARGUE SO YOU HAD TO SUCK YOU MOM'S BALLS. AND FOR FUCK SAKE,HOW THE FUCK WOULD I KNOW IF YOU WANTED TO ALIGHT?HOW THE FUCK WOULD I KNOW THAT I WAS BLOCKING YOU WAY?CAN'T YOU JUST SAY EXCUSE ME OR SOMETHING?YOU STUPID PARENT FUCKER. I SERIOUSLY HOPE YOU DIE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE SO THAT EARTH WOULD BE CLEANER FROM FUCKERS LIKE YOU.GOOD DAY TO YOU.ENJOY IT WHILE YOU STILL CAN.THE END.

Anyone who wants to contribute is welcomed. Swearing will be greatly appreciated. if anyone ever encounter such a thing, please do not just keep quiet.

Leona Lewis

2008-02-10T01:27:00.000+08:00

Leona Lewis, winner of X-factor,third series. Beautiful and powerful voice. Not forgetting that she has b-e-a-utiful eyes:D

Sorry Seems to Be the Hardest Word

Chanced upon this video and i thought that this was just Wow..........

Could it be Magic

A Moment Like This

Right after she won the competition

Without You

^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^

2008-02-09T00:40:00.001+08:00

Just came back from a celebration. On the way back, had a sudden 'feeling'. I must say that it is a good feeling.I'm hoping that it would last long,since nothing last forever. Just last as long as possible,that's all i ask for:D

You light the skies up above me......

2008-02-05T17:58:00.001+08:00

Just finished watching Stardust and i must say it's a great movie.Literal meaning of lighting up someone's life. The story is romantic yet funny,but romantic:) Specially like the part where Yvaine said "What do stars do.....Shine." This kind of romance is very beautiful as i feel that this is what 'true love' is. Overcoming barriers like they are nothing, though it might not happen in real life anyway,it's a movie-.- But then again, if you cross the wall.....Nobody knows(:

This song really suits the movie. unable to describe it,so you'll have to watch the movie and listen to the lyrics of the song to understand. Either way, it's beautiful.

Chinese New Year around the corner. Many hongbaos to collect:p Not yet in Chinese New Year mood maybe because i'm not seeing red yet xD And just finished many projects, which is a great relief. Only thing i'm dreading is French speaking test next Thursday and the exams that are nearing. Well,better enjoy while i can. And enjoy the song too:D

Sides

2008-01-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

Wow,have been hearing a lot of stuff lately.Best to keep my mouth and ears shut. And the brain too at the same time.

Mun-Dey

2008-01-21T22:27:00.001+08:00

EBM presentation is finally over!!!!!!!!!!!!

First of all, i would like to applaud Jeffrey,Weisheng and Benjamin on doing a great job on zen cart. Also thanks to whoever helped in zen cart:) Although it's not the best of the best, it's still great. I'm a bit dissapointed at our report as it was kinda incomplete and some people(s) just don't really care about doing it.Yea,you have projects,and somehow we have ZERO projects.yea,copying...Way to go. I have a feeling that the report will drag down the overall marks. At least the whole presentation is much better than the previous one. Only got some error and didn't get 'shot' as much this time round.

Finally the load of projects start to lessen as they are being completed. The mood of not wanting to do anything has been starting to dissapear. Feel like doing work now,but not everything. More presentations coming up.Good luck to everyone.

Life

2008-01-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

Life's still 'great', with piles of work undone and leading days full of regrets. Might change the blogskin as this is kinda old already. Lots of projects but still can't focus.Hoping that Chinese New Year will 'lift my spirit'. Ciao

Viva Forever

2008-01-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

No point blogging about feelings and such,just know that school sucks.The End.

And now to the main point,found this old song somewhere on youtube and found it very very very nice. I don't really care if no one else thinks so.So,enjoy.

(Removed as it does not allow the song on the left to autoplay)

"Viva Forever"

Do you still remember
How we used to be
Feeling together, believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers
Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya
We'd only just begun

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine

[Chorus:]
Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one

Yes I still remember,
Every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I'd heard
Slipping through our fingers,
Like the sands of time
Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine

[Chorus]

Back where I belong now,
Was it just a dream
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold
And the secret's safe with me

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine

[Chorus x2]

Happy 2008!

2008-01-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone!

Thoughts

2007-12-30T12:08:00.000+08:00

Pardon my previous post.I've sorted out my thinking and feel better.I'll not delete that post so as to remind myself of certain things. And now back to playing or there might not be any more chance when school starts:)

?Depression?

2007-12-30T01:53:00.000+08:00

Having one of those bad days where i feel completely useless,incapable of doing things right and doing the right things. Here i am sitting in front of the computer feeling lethargic and useless. Memories of the past flowing back to attack me again making me sad and wanting to cry. Thinking about things that should not be thought as they make me feel useless and stupid.But i guess they are about the same thing anyway. Certain things just cannot be expressed easily,as i just can't find word to write my feelings.But then,who really care? Nobody cares anyway.Maybe i should go see a shrink or something-.-Seriously,i must be thinking too much.Could be the cause of my hair loss.and there i go again,thinking too much.just too much

Mood: Way off the meter

If anybody reading this(which i doubt) feels like i'm trying to be somebody by attracting attention,fuck off.But i could be thinking too much as usual

Merry Christmas

2007-12-25T21:17:00.001+08:00

What a great Christmas....I'm sick.Been in bed for nearly the whole day. No strength to carry on writing.

Brudders Meeting 1 & 2

2007-12-22T02:01:00.000+08:00

Met up with nic and eug on thursday to watch The Warlords.It was nice and violent with lots of blood that spills out like water,swords and spears penetrating through bodies and an exploding body due to standing directly in front of a cannon.Generally a nice show but kinda lame ending,with all three brothers dead. According to nic there was a nude scene,but i seriously did not see the nipples xD. Shopped around for gifts around TM after the movie but to no avail.Decided to go to Century Square instead. On the way there,saw that there was a pasar malam(spelt something like that) nearby and decided to walk around(not literally). I remembered that i wanted to buy a bag so just looked around for shops that sell bags. I really suck at shopping as i have no idea what to do when buying stuffs. At most i will ask the price,that's all. Good to have nic and eug around to give me advice on choosing the bags. Bought a black zinc slingbag for $15 which was cheap,as compared to the original one. After which we went to Century Square.It was the same,taking escalator up empty handed and coming down empty handed,except the umbrella in nic's hands and the big plastic bag i was carrying.

Returned to TM and went to a shop which i cannot remember the name.Bought 3 smiley key chains for my 3 brudders and eug bought gifts for his friends. Went to another shop and nic bought us brudders dog tags:D Mine's a "K" and eug's a "E". Sad for yk,there wasn't a "Y" so nic bought a "Special Friend" instead. Then walked around a bit more. And before i forgot,eug bought us wristbands and something else for us from vietnam.Mine was something like a necklace,not those shiny kinds but like those tribal kinds?Not too sure anyway. If i'm not wrong,went home for dinner after that.

Yesterday,Friday,went out with brudders again,this time with yk,who came back from Japan on Thursday,which none of us knew until he tlaked to us on msn. yk organised a meeting at parkway parade. At first it was only me yk and eug,but yk somehow managed to persuade nic to come along,after his CIP at dhoby ghaut(er,something like that?).Received a keychain of a sword and a shuriken and a box of cake from yk,which were from Japan. Too bad he couldn't bring along the expandable 'brother' that he bought from Japan. Reached parkway parade and met up with eug,who was with Joshua and a girl whom i do not know how to spell her name. Not long after,nic came and Joshua left for home. The four of us went for dinner at a food court named Banquet or something. The place was crap as there were not enough seats,and we had to resort to joining 2 tables and had to dine outside. While waiting for nic and yk to buy food, there was a gush of wind and bubbles began floating towards out table. We were near the place where the cleaners put the plates,so the bubbles might have been from the place where they washed the dishes=.= It is alright as long as we do not have to frequent Holyland,according to nic.

Went to walk around somemore and then eug had to go off,so we went to the busstop to wait for bus 43,48 and 31. eug ignored several of the bus 43 and 48 just to pei us,so good xD.When bus 31 came,we parted and me,nic and yk went to tampines interchange where yk wanted to buy pirated discs. Reached there and found that the place had close down.Didn't have much to do so went to walk around somemore and decided to go to the pasar malam to but food. Bought 2 Roti John to share among us three. Taste ok but seriously the yalam do not know how to use the scissors.Cut also can cut until everything attached.Seriously man,bad service. Finished eating and went to mac as yk wanted to get a drink. Sat down and talked a bit before parting with nic and walked home with yk.

Just finished playing dota with eug and yk thrashing AI+ xD No one online to play with us so had to play AI as they do not want 2v1.Seriously hate bnet as there are too many freaking leavers...Bunch of noobs.

Overall,these 2 days have been good bonding sessions:D Although i spent a lot of money,it has been worth it as the four of us had been separated by school,while yk and eug are in the same school=.= Gotta go sleep now or mom will wake up and nag.Ciao

P.S nic,'Dun say i nvr update my blog...' from http://konoha-naruto.blogspot.com/ xD

For a more detailed and in better english version of the events for the past 2 days,please refer to http://unavailability-nick.blogspot.com/

Vitas

2007-12-13T11:14:00.000+08:00

Ok,2.49 is like 0_o!!! wth?? Dunno if it's real or not,but it sounds nice:D

DBIS paper tomorrow then it's 2 weeks of projects.

Nothing much to say.Bye

Wet,Wet Day

2007-12-05T16:20:00.000+08:00

Started raining at about 8.15am before i left the house.Reached school with wet sandals and went to the cold lecture theatre. Listened to Hctib Ibab Lalah talk for about an hour or so,then a Mr Phua came to distribute the feedback form for lecturers. At first i was stunned as i thought there was going to be another lecture.Until i realised what was happening, a kind of excitement filled me as this was the chance to 'rate' how 'good' Hctib Ibab Lalah was. I wasn't that bad,only put 5 strongly disagree,and one strongly agree,which is something like making us learn independently.This i have to say is very true as she practically teaches nothing at all. I stress again that she answers questions with questions. And i have to applaud someone who wrote 'She should slim down' for the part 'What can the lecturer do to facilitate your learning' or something like that. I wasn't that bad, only wrote 'Stop putting make-ups,it doesn't helps'. Wanted to write something 'better', but then again, would they even take it seriously?

Slacked around after lunch at Design school, then sat outside library and endured the cold air coming out of the library whenever the doors open.Went to SAS tutorial after that and sang 'Happy Birthday' to Sihui,who turns 18 today.

French test tomorrow and i still do not feel like studying as i do not know what to study. Term test next week and then HOLIDAYS!!!!!!! Though it's only 2 weeks, it's good to have a break,although it won't be much of a break,with so many projects piling up,especially my favourite....Phase 2 of EBM _l_

Day Day Day Day Day Day Day

2007-12-04T21:15:00.000+08:00

Today was a hard to describe day.First,when i woke up,had a splitting headache which might be caused by countless late nights,and lack of sleep. I was actually thinking of not going to school,but i would not have a MC anyway.So dragged myself to school and attended POM tutorial. Was pure torture at the beginning as my nose was running away.But after some time, it stopped completely.And Taufiq began to sneeze continuously 0_o My fault?Hope not:p

Went to ITAS for lunch afterwards,which was torturing.The Kung Po shredded chicken fried rice was 'yucky' due to the 'wansui' or something like that and the dried chilli. After which went to library with taufiq,benjamin,jeffrey,jeremy and weisheng to study for microecons test. However, i slept for a while before attempting to study again,but could not get anything in,so went to play maple on jeremy's laptop. It was so laggy that my character could just stand there like an idiot for 10 seconds. Went to BA lecture afterwards,but before which i went to the toilet.Damn,ENG toilet stinks=.= Nearly puked,which could be due to the fried rice, but managed to 'hold'. Went into LT and a few minutes after lecture started,i smelt something that made me want to vomit again, which i was not sure of. I tolerated for about 1 hour 30 mins before the smell was not so distinct.Had a feeling that it came from the hair sitting in front of me 0_o

Microecons tutorial was next. Went through the usual procedure, getting into groups and doing tutorial question.Had test afterwards, which wasn't bad at all. Surprise came when James went to the front and announced something about the season of giving or something?correct me if i'm wrong. At first i thought he was giving us presents,but realised that it was actually Ms Wong who were giving us the presents. Didn't expect that as she was usually expressionless. but during the tutorial,i actually saw her laugh after Soon Xiang said something.For more details,refer to Taufiq's blog:D I'm not sure if it's just me,but Ms Wong seem to have gotten 'nicer' during the second semester. Nicer in brackets not because of sacarsm(dunno spelling) but because i do not know what word to use to describe,but it's just nice. Although i still don't really understand lectures,but at least when she explains theories during tutorials,i fully understand. Another thing,i'm not sure if it's the change of LTs, but she doesn't seem to speak that loudly during lectures anymore. Well, overall,i'll say i take back what i said in the 'review' of teachers.And that she's a nice person really:p

Ok,French lecture was next.i was shocked to learn that Jerome would not be conducting our lectures anymore,which is a sad thing as he's interesting and makes jokes. Today's lecture was _____ Dunno what to say as it would be really bad if i do say it out.So i would leave it to you people(if there's any) to fill in the blanks. Heroes episode 11 going to finish loading soon,gotta go watch it.Salut!

当我们同在一起

2007-12-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

If anybody have this song,please tell me,kinda addicted to it:p

School sucks as usual.Microecons test tomorrow and French test on Thursday. Term test next week and i have not much idea what is going on about SAS,EBM and DBIS.School really sucks:D
Au revoir

Weird Dream(s)

2007-11-29T09:03:00.000+08:00

Dreamt of something that i hope would never ever happen.I had no idea how the dream started,but the next thing i know,i saw Malia smoking at a coffeeshop.I decided to ignore that and went to another coffeeshop to get some food. When it was about to be my turn to get the food, i saw my sister approaching me....with a cigarette in her hand!I was so angry that i shouted at her,demanding to know who influenced her to smoke.And the answer was?Malia. We started to walk home together and talked about who have been providing her the cigarettes...I have no idea why Malia was involved in this anyway.

That dream changed and i was with some people whom i seem to know,yet i cannot remember who they are.We were in a swimming complex and about 1 minute after we entered the pool,the lifeguard called us to get out of the pool as it was closing...Didn't have a choice so we left the pool to go and shower.And the weird thing is,i saw Malia again =.= This time,she was with us and trying to find out the way to the toilet.Note: Everyone,including me,were fully clothed although we just came out of the pool. So,nothing to imagine about.

Upon reaching the toilet,we saw that the cubicles were all full,so we stood outside waiting. And the best part is.....there were people playing computer games=.=It's like a LAN shop with toilets for people to bathe,all in the same room...And somehow,i saw nic and yk,both whom seemed to be with me all along but i didn't noticed.So we each found a place to bathe(separate) and then some events happened which i cannot reveal.(not anything not decent though)

Well,that's all that i dreamt before my sis woke me up:)She didn't have a cigarette in her hand,which was a great relief:p Somehow,i didn't dream of Eug,must be because he's in Hanoi xD

Strengthening Weakness Weakening Strength

2007-11-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

Let's play 'Guess My Feeling' :D

1) Something that is hard and round which contains aqueous humour and vitreous humour.
_____

2) An odd number. Can be found in this whole blog post.

_____

3) A number that comes right after the previous answer.

_____

4) Name of a song by Mandy Moore which is also the Music Video for the movie,A Walk To Remember.

_____

Answer:_________________________________________

Congratulations if you have managed to find the answer to 'Guess My Feeling'. If you have not, don't despair,it's nothing.

Have to focus,concentrate,contemplate, ruminate or whatever crap and do schoolwork dilligently.

Must tell myself not to make the same mistake like the period of O' levels.

Must not procrastinate again.

Must not let my mind drift off.

Must Focus.Must Concentrate.Must get Strong!

Jiayou!

JIAYOU!

Monday

2007-11-19T20:18:00.000+08:00

Ok,gotta keep this short as i do not feel like doing anything today.

Firstly,i've just figured out why the 'Monday Blues' occurs on Mondays. The reason is because the Hctib Ibab Lalah wears BLUE eye shadow and we see her on Mondays during tutorials. Which brings me to another thing that i wanna say.A disappointing teacher produces disappointing students.Therefore,it is your own FUCKING fault that people do not do the FUCKING CHEEBYE tutorials.

Even though we do not understand the question and what we are supposed to do,we do not ask.Reason?Because a QUESTION asked will be ANSWERED with a QUESTION to ANSWER the QUESTION.So tell me,what's the point of asking questions?How about going around asking other lecturers or tutors whether our class(or mainly a few or us) is that disappointing?I assure you,other than that ~~son of a bitch~~ guy who feeds his mother bones,who took over Mr See-Toh once,no other teacher would say the same.So blame it on your own inability to teach and i suggest that you go back to your sty.Look into the mirror and see yourself before calling us disappointing.But then,doing so will bring you 7 sevens of bad luck.On the other hand,do i even care?so FUCK OFF_l_

There,i just dedicated a whole(most) post to the Hctib Ibab Lalah,though it's not very long.Have to go and attempt Pom and Microecons tutorials,and study for Microecons test,and do work for Pom project.Looking foward to weekends so that all this crap would be over,though it's only Monday.Something happened today (again) that made me think a lot.Something that brought back memories(not much) and even made me sad...Have only started to get over the other 'thing' and this had to happen.No point asking me what those 'things' are as i will not be saying anyway.Until then,Au revoir!

Neopets

2007-11-17T20:50:00.000+08:00

Woo.Started playing neopets again,though my old account got frozen=.= Regretted writing "dekcuf"...there goes my hard earned money...Anyway,if anyone still plays neopets and want to be neofriend,add me _efil_.Would be better if anyone wants to be my battle partner,since that's what i do in neopets anyway,battle.

School starts to suck again due to some fucking halal babi bitch(i do not claim credit) and another whom i have not created a name for.

Dreamt of something that i really wanted but might seem impossible.I said 'might' because no one knows what happens in the future,unless there is really an Issac Mendez somewhere.Who knows,when the time comes,i might have a little more luck and plucked up enough courage to do 'that'. Let's (referring to me only cuz i don't think anyone else cares) just hope that Lady Luck is good to me:)

On another note,why is luck "Lady"?Maybe that's the reason why i do not have a lot of luck?

Haiz,having thoughts that generate thoughts really sucks...

FUCK

2007-11-12T21:00:00.000+08:00

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2007-11-12T20:56:00.000+08:00

HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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_l_

2007-11-12T20:30:00.000+08:00

FUCK EBM!

From Happiness to Depression

2007-11-05T20:15:00.000+08:00

At the start of the day,i was feeling quite happy as school started at 11am.Boarded bus 8 only after 5 minutes of waiting and reached school at exactly 11am.Everything went smoothly which involves daydreaming during SAS lecture.Then went to Mensa 2 and ate chicken cutlet rice and honeydew sago.Lunch was great then went for POM lecture.This lecturer is very good at keeping our interest high,which made the lecture interesting.Didn't feel like sleeping at all during the lecture.Looking forward to seeing him again next week,though it might be the last.After the lecture,went to the library to discuss SAS project,then sat around for a while before going for EBM.

This is where everything starts to go wrong.Couldn't find the tutor in silicon studios,so we went to the staff room to look for her.Knocking on the door was pointless as there didn't seem to be anyone inside,which we tried anyway.But no one came.So Ben called tutor on jeff's phone.After much miscommunication(which will not be described as i'm trying to keep my discontentment to a minimum),we realised that she(can be replaced with another word,but trying to keep my cool) was in the staff room.So we followed to some chairs outisde the staff room to begin the consultation.As we had no means of contacting Ken,who is our group member,we started without him.

The whole session was torturous,one reason is being under the sun=.= Initially we wanted to ask her if the fila chart that we had done was correct.But suprisingly enough,instead of looking through our fila chart or something,she asked us questions instead.There were many minutes of 'i stare you, you stare me' which was very uncomfortable due to the blue eye shadow which is plain disgusting on someonre like her.Questions asked were either answered with more questions or nonsense which does not answer the question.Best thing that was found out was that presentation was next Monday.GREAT! Up to now,i still don't really know what we are supposed to do and presentation is next week=.= Now isn't that the best? 'Thanked' her and went to silicon lab to print the fila chart for everyone.Having that session was really useless,unless knowing about the presentation was really that useful.

Walked home instead of taking the bus due to the bustop filled with faggots who liked to smoke near the place where people board the bus.Walked all the way with my head held low thinking of many questions and answers.Why do i have this feeling that i'm getting more and more useless by the moment?I can't seem to contribute much to projects as ideas do not seem to want to form in my head.Most of the time i'm just thinking about stuff that would make me more unhappy and worried.In the past,i was very clear of what i was doing and what i need to do.But now,everything seems like a blur and i do not know what i am doing.Saw several things that set me thinking much more deeply and of the future.For my own sake,i will keep those thoughts to myself and no one else.

i'm really sick of thinking as most of these thoughts are questions to myself.And i will be answering these questions as well as asking the questions.So these kind of 'conversation' starts in my mind which would normally make me worry about things.At the end of all these,i will tell myself,why the hell am i talking to myself.On doing that,it would be another question to myself,which would be talking to myself again.This can go on and on until my brain dies.Thinking so much will actually do more harm than good,which would eventually lead to insanity,at least that's what i think.

The above 2 paragraphs were more towards getting stuff out of my head,otherwise my brain would explode with thoughts.Trying to do microecons and principles of management tutorial right now,but i know that i will not be able to finish anyway.

Teachers(Lecturers,Tutors,Lab tutors or any F***)

2007-11-03T12:30:00.001+08:00

Time to review the teachers...

~Start of Review~

System Anal-ysis Lecturer

No idea what he's talking about,as it is very dry and boring,or it could be due to the subject itself

Principles of Management Lecturer

No comment as they keep changing
First lecturer was good,did not feel bored at all
Second lecturer was ok i guess

E-Business Management Lab tutor

Don't think she really knows what she is talking about when answering questions
More likely to answer questions for the sake of answering them
Most suggestions by students are replied with a look to the ceiling to pretend to think,and answered with a 'something like that'
Questions asked by me are considered unanswered as i still don't get it,friends are more helpful
And i would like to add that the eye shadow is FUCKING disgusting

Principles of Management Tutor

Total CRAP
Seems like he do not have any experience in teaching
Stupid way of teaching,which does not help in learning at all
Keep knocking into chairs,which gives rise to the assumption that he is 'Pa Qiao'(Hit Bird)

Business Accounting 2 Lecturer

As compared to BA1's lecturer,this is better
Does not speak in a high pitch tone as compare to the BA1's lecturer
Teaching method is 'ok' as i do understand a bit,but unable to make me pay 100% attention

MicroEconomics Tutor

Seems that not everyone dislikes her as i do
Really expressionless face
Sometimes deaf to what people say
No sense of humour
On a lighter note,compared to the other tutors,she's 'ok'
BUT that still doesn't mean i like this tutor

French Lecturer

Keeps changing lecturers
First lecturer,Jerome,was excellent:D
Second lecturer,Guiliano,was 'ok' but keeps doing childish things like asking each part of the lecture theatre to repeat a word
Real stupid really

E-Business management Lecturer

Same as lab tutor
Boring,no interest at all
Might be due to the fact that the subject is similar to CTOS
But CTOS lecturer is better:)
Once again,the eye shadow is FUCKING DISGUSTING

System Analysis Tutor

Not bad,explains things quite clearly
Teaching method is not appealing to me as presentation is involved
The subject SUCKS

Database Information System Tutor

No idea what she's talking about
Tends to rush through when time is nearly up,resulting in zero understanding
But i didn't even understood a single thing in the fisrt place

System Analysis Tutor

Same as tutor
Quite good at explaining stuff,which made me understand what the project is about
Maintains eye contact at certain time which is good as it acknowledges that she is listening

Database Information System Lecturer

2 Hours break for people who agrees that going to the lecture is a total waste of time
Doesn't command any respect which results in the lecture theatre being noisy and people leaving during breaks
A bit pitiful but then again,at least TRY to make people listen=.="
In other words,just F off already-.-

French Tutor

One word-SUCK
Speaks in an accent that i don't really understand
Speaks in a high pitch voice like she is going to sing opera
Always look irritated when someone pronounces something wrongly
Come on,people make mistakes,can't you be more patient?
Just know your English SUCKS as well as our french
AND STOP PRONOUNCING MY NAME AS KEE-NETH _l_
It's pronounced as Care-neth,or at least something like that
FUCKING NOOB!@#

MicroEconomics Lecturer

Same as tutor
For FUCK SAKE,you are holding a MICROPHONE
Stop talking so loudly into the microphone-.-
WE CAN HEAR YOU
Lecture is boring but at least the subject is interesting
And stop attempting to burst my ear drums PLEASE

Business Accounting 2 Tutor

What's with the 'GO' when asking people to answer?
Talks like he's very clever and we are the ignorant fools
Fking-maggot(Faggot) who thinks that he's 100% right
When Soon Xiang asked you about the Monday Lecture thing,i am 100% sure that you were at a loss for words.Your face showed it all.Stop pretending to be clever and ask people to answer other people's questions when you cannot answer,which in this case is the Monday lecture stuff
Acting like everything's so obvious wouldn't make you look clever,it would only make you look like a bucket of shit,with the difference of the bucket
You got a problem with people not having a lot of friends?So what if some people like me do not have friends who are in other years?So what if some people do not have friends in other courses?(not me by the way)
Even if you are at your death bed,that doesn't mean that it is ok to laugh at people not having a lot of friends,and i bet that's because you are trying to feel better by laughing at people not having many friends when you do not even have one yourself
Now that's sad
And i pity your children
And your parents
And your wife who must be deaf,blind and have the size of an atom for a brain to bear you a child
And stop feeding your mom bones
Saying 'go' doesn't mean that you are a fast person with quick thinking,9 seconds to answer every single questions is crap
Not everyone has the same thinking speed
Ever heard of more haste less speed?NOOB
So what if we do not answer in 9 secs?Empty Threats
You know what?Next time i'm not going to answer in 9 secs at all
FUCKING NOOB

Database Information System Lab tutor

Speaks with an accent which at least is more understandable than French tutor
Teaching as though it's nobody's business
At least we are in the computer lab-.-

~End of Review~

This is so much easier than thinking of ideas for projects...

Microecons project is close to 'gone case' as we are teaming up with a year 2 person who doesn't come for 1st tutorial.And normally that would mean a slacker and a "pai kia".Let's just hope we can fire him if he does not contributes.

So we got 2 year 2 fuckers in our DBIS class.one of which is also in EBM.Total losers who would die if they stop making noises.Here's an advice,don't come for tutorial at all if you think it's a waste of time?Anybody pointed a gun at you to force you to attend tutorial?Stupid idiots who are attention seekers.Asshole suckers.=.=

Finally found the song Pero Me Acuerdo De Ti on Mp3:D Limewire rocks^^

Can't wait for the next 2 episodes of Prison Break and next episode of Heroes.Really feel like watching season 1 of Prison Break...since i did not really follow the story right from the beginning.

Once again,hope this satisfy your needs nic

And i just noticed that this entry is super duper long,wonder if anyone's gonna read it xD

Congrats if you managed to read till here without dozing off;)

Hope the colours help in reading

Mood:*****

Spamming away,Efil

2007-11-03T12:30:00.000+08:00

Pero Me Acuerdo De Ti

Gone Case

2007-10-31T15:27:00.000+08:00

Gone

Goner

Gonest

EBM is bad as i can't take in anything.DBIS is badder as i can't remember anything.SAS is the baddest as i can't understand anything at all,even whatever.

Having DBIS tutorial and lecture tomorrow,which will be a torture as it is super fun,and i totally love it:)SAS lab would be interesting as i still have no idea what we are supposed to do,and French tutorial would be super duper looked forward to as nobody seem to want to talk to me:D

Love life,Live it

_l_

French

2007-10-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

French lecture was good...Didn't felt bored at all,might be due to the fact that i was trying to remember how to pronounce certain words.The lecturer was good,being funny and stuff...not boring us with boredom.Too bad my tutor isn't this lecturer(don't know his name),i could do with laughs during a lesson.Hoping that the French tutor would be nice and not demanding.Not really looking forward to french tutorials as i would be alone=.= but then again,what's the big deal?

Sem 2 Week 1 Day 1

2007-10-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

First day back at school was.......................................................ok
Somehow i wasn't that excited to see everyone,though i thought i would be,mainly due to the reason of being back in a crowd.Sad to say that life's still boring and bland so far as nothing interesting or wonderful have happened.And it's back to studying..

Can't really get anything into my head during the lectures as usual,so can't remember anything from the lectures at all.Maybe i have to try to have more sleep so that i would not be so sleepy and drift off during lessons...

Had System Analysis lecture which was total crap as i could not remember anything at all,other then the 3 Rs,which is irrelevant to the subject.Had lunch at 12pm at Mensa,which was suprisingly empty.After which we attended Principles of Management lecture which was kinda interesting and did not feel like sleeping at all.Hope that all lectures in future would be like that.

Lecture ended early and we(me,ws,jeff,jeremy,ben,james,taufiq,saliha,malia) went to lab to accompany to print timetable.Finding a lab was easy as flipping over your hands,as there was an empty lab right in front of the entrance.One girl in the lab complained that we were too noisy,though it was just whispered complains to her friends,classmates whatever.Was kinda hoping that she would come over to ask us to keep quiet as i could not stand the noise,of which none was created by me..

So after that having nothing to do,we went to sit outside the toilet nearest to cheers while some were eating tidbits.Then went to the area next to Silicon Studios 2 to sit around and do nothing.Didn't really understood much of E-Business Management,which might show that i'm not cut out to do management=.=

After that,walked home as the bustop was too crowded.Took a few routes that i've never taken before and reached home after about 50 mins later...

Well,thanks for wasting about 2 mins of your life reading this boring and lame text of my life.I know it's not fanciful writing but i've never been a good writer before and i doubt i ever will.Feelings cannot be fully expressed by words alone.They have to be felt.

If my life were to be written in a book,every page would be the same.If Hiro Nakamura were to travel through my life,he would be trapped in a single day.Still waiting for something to liven up my life.Something.Someone.Anyone.ANYTHING.

Mood:*******

To nic:Hope this satisfy your needs

~~~~

2007-10-16T01:51:00.000+08:00

Well,there isn't anything interesting to blog about recently so there haven't been any entry so far.This entry was made so as to satisfy nic's needs for an entry.So there you go:D

Videos

2007-10-03T23:16:00.001+08:00

Having been posting anything new cuz not in the mood to do so:p Like yk said,everytime feel like posting,no computer.Then got computer,only feel like playing.

School reopening soon...dunno whether to look forward to it or dread it,but i know it would be tons better than staying at home for nearly every day.

Pero Me Acuerdo de Ti

2007-09-13T15:22:00.000+08:00

Added a video to the left--Christina Aguilera-Pero Me Acuerdo de Ti.This song is in spanish i think,though i don't understand it.A very beautiful song that is sung with someone with great vocals:)She looks stunningly beautiful in this video:p And just listen to that high note at 3:54.It's whistle register in case anyone wanna know.If anyone have this on mp3 PLEASE send me:D

EDIT:I just realized that there is no time for the video,so just look out for 00:28,that's the part;)

Results

2007-09-13T01:04:00.000+08:00

Got a shock today when i heard Homer Simpson sing "spider pig,spider pig,does whatever a spider pig does..." Then i realised that it was the ringtone of my phone for sms xD I totally forgot that i applied for the exam results to be sent to me via sms,so i didn't take in the information until like 10 seconds later?0_o

Result was quite disappointing as there were no As=( wasn't expecting some but was hoping for some though:X Got B+ for Business Accounting and CTOS,B for Commskill,Macroecons and Web Design.Web design actually dropped by a +...
I will try to work hard to get better grades next semester,though grades aren't really everything:p http://unavailability-nick.blogspot.com/2007/09/what-are-we.html
Whoever read this should read his post too,as it is quite meaningful.

Planning to relax during the holidays but it gets kinda boring doing the same thing everyday.Wake up~Shower~Eat~Play~Eat~Play~Eat~Shower~Play~Sleep.That's my routine for nearly or mostly everyday...No Life?or just f-uped?<--Kinda like this word:p looks nice.

My mom wants me to find a job during the holidays,but a holiday is meant for people to rest right?Searched dictionary dot com and found this when i typed in 'holidays'--any day of exemption from work. See?holidays mean not working:p But then again,it's really boring to be cooped up at home all day doing the same thing everyday.So if anyone is looking for a job or just hanging around,please call me along:)

Can't seem to think of something to say to end this post so i'll just end with the usual one.ciao~

Mood:*****

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Happy Teacher's Day?

2007-09-01T01:11:00.000+08:00

Well,it's the holidays and i'm not really enjoying it as it's mostly a stay home holiday.Don't feel like working but don't feel like staying at home all day either,suggestions anyone?

Watched hairspray on Monday with most of my classmates at GV Tampines after the exam.The movie was very nice,even though i don't like musicals:p Love the way they tell a story with the story,and pretty much disgusted by John Travolta...though it was kinda funny.Been playing computer games these few days and pretty much bored already...

Went back to Dunman this morning to meet up with friends and teachers,only to find that most teachers are reluctant to let themselves be found?0_O Anyway,only managed to "chat" with Mr Jain,though he's rushing off somewhere....and i doubt he even remembers me-.-

Wasted time walking around atrium doing nothing while feeling left out as the group of people that were there were either talking about JC life or comparing results....nothing of which i can participate in...Feeling of being left out has become so common these days that i am starting to get used to it.

Being back in Dunman makes me wish that i can go back to the past to make amendments and to treasure the time...and do something that i wanted to do but did not have the guts to do....up till now...Being back at Dunman just feels weird...just weird.

After saying goodbyes and goodbyes for so many time as some people were so reluctant to go,went to eastpoint to have lunch with yao x2 ,asher,nic and yk.Then went to the raider's cafe? or whatever to play.Upon reaching there,we were kena chased out by the auntie as yk was wearing tjc pants=.= Then nic had a bright idea(i mean literally clever) and we managed to get in...lazy to type what happened.

Played CS which i was totally thrashed,and dota,which kena thrashed again,then D-Day,which managed to win:D Then said goodbyes and went separate ways....dunno when will meet up again...

And here i am finally being able to coneect the internet,and trying to do as much as possible before getting disconnected again.And i'm not going to have another entry of 'FUCK's about the internet.

Added a lot of friends in friendster,mostly those who have been my classmates,though i doubt that most will remember me...Doing this in the hope that such memories will be kept forever.Lemme know if i missed out anyone,having bad memory sucks,unless there's a grudge,like nic said:p

Mood:*****

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Pictures

2007-08-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

Was too lazy to post the pictures during these past few days...but since this will be posted some time later, so why not now?Anyway, here are the pictures of my class's formal wear for presentation.

My group members for Commskill:
Weisheng,Me,Jeremy,Darren,Jeffery

taken with Commskill teacher,Mrs Raimi

Class photo
Sunlight turned me white xD

Hope this's better

NIce upskirt xD

Have to study for exams..ciao

Mood::*****

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:)

2007-08-15T23:47:00.000+08:00

Meant to write this yesterday but was too busy playing xD.

Projects are finally OVER!!!Commskill presentation went along quite fine, although i nearly forgot what to say when the announcement about the fake fire alarm was broadcasted. Stuttered a bit but was much better than during my practices^^ After the presentation, we were asked some questions and i'm always nearly the last to answer-.- Must be the excitement that i have managed to finish presenting my part that caused me to stop thinking for a while...The comments were good and wasn't nasty.Had a good feeling about it when it was all over.

We waited for the other groups to finish their presentation so that we can take some photos.My group took some photos as well while waiting for the other groups.When the rest have finished their presentation, we went to look for the girl's(and cher haur:p) group to take the photos. Made quite a scene outside silicon studio that one lecturer came out of his room to close the door of the corridor =.=

Can't believe we took so long to decide where to take photos...But, in the end, managed to take some photos.i wanted to post some pictures here....but i just realised that i don't know how to....If anyone sees this and knows how to,please tell me:)

Now that projects are over, next comes study week and then exams:( Hope i can do well in macroecons and business accounting as i usually fall asleep or let my mind drift away during these lectures:p Well,gotta go play a bit more cuz can't play during study week...need to force myself to study...really need my driving's license xD

Mood:*****

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Don't know how....and why...

2007-08-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

Words have finally failed to express my feelings.Words to describe,words to convey messages,words to vent out the anger,words to soothe the pain in the heart,words to release the regrets,words to express my feelings....

It's really funny how some pictures and words can bring back memories that have been forced to be forgotten,to vanish.But no,memories will always be memories,they can be retrieved,even if it is a few minutes or even a few years ago...Such memories will always be bad.Such memories that will always haunt me and make me regret not taking the action.Was i too afraid of the consequences of the action?Was i too unprepared or was i such a coward?Was i such an idiot to realise the regrets that i would have in the future?Why isn't there an answer to everything?

Why can't i have a control over my life?Is it that i don't look like i can?But we never know until we try right?I CAN be in control.It's just that i can't find a reason to do that.I CAN control my actions.I CAN control my emotions.Which is why this has happened. Why is it that i always think of what to say AFTER something has happened?Why can't i think of it DURING the time it happened and say what i feel and carry out the action?Was i really that slow in thinking or has my brain been busted from the fall?But bad memories still comes back to me.Or was it really that i do not have to guts to do it?

And most importantly,WHY am i asking myself so many WHYs?Don't really see a purpose to continue living a controlled,regretful,cowardly,meaningless and painful life.Life is Life because it has been fucked and decided on the date of birth...It's just fate....

Mood>*****

Fucking my life away,Efil

~Happy Birthday to Me~

2007-07-25T22:08:00.000+08:00

Three cheers for me^^ I have survived another year:D Officially 17 now,though there isn't much difference...

Today is the first time that i received a gift on my birthday from my class!Thanks to beloved 1E04^^Received Adidas shower gel and maybe cologne xD?I've never used any of these before so i have no idea what they are...

Went home after lunch and tried to play maple but it was still under server check=.= I was like wth?! was so looking forward to playing when i reached home but was so dissapointed.So i went to play dota instead...Played pudge and managed to get 7 kills 1 death at 28 mins before everyone left=.=Such losers and noobs should be banned from dota!!Played another match but got disconnected instead...have a feeling that i will be banned,but who cares 0_o

Went for trilathon training after that.It was pure torture...for me:p Haven't been running for close to 2 months,and having such training would near bring me to the verge of dying.

Kinda feeling weird today...feeling happy for no reason but also feeling down for no reason.Must be the weather...like nic always proved....blame the weather:D

Well,feeling kinda irritated right now as i have a lot of stuff to say,but somehow i can't seem to put them into words...might be my poor memory.anyway,i will post more when i feel like it..ciaoz

EDIT:Forgot to add that the chocolate cake was very nice...sad i forgot to take a picture of it,only remembered after it was half gone in my mouth:( But i really enjoyed it^^

Mood::*****

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Best Day that i ever had

2007-07-08T18:25:00.000+08:00

One word to describe my day...

FUCK

Been having problems with the internet for the past few days as it keeps disconnecting.Then it came to a point where i couldn't connect to the internet at all.I tried connecting the main cable directly to the outlet to check if the problem lies with the extension cable.But,the internet still did not work. Then i tried removing the filter and connect both the phone and the internet to the phone outlet. The internet works but the phone has this buzzing sound.So my dad went to simei challengers today to buy the filter.

After getting the filter,i tried to connect the internet again,it worked.BUT,the fucking phone still has the buzzing sound.So i fugured that the FUCKING filter is spoilt. On the other hand,the old extension cable had a broken tip so my dad went to buy another extension cable.However,the tip of the FUCKING NEW extension cable was broken when it was opened.So,it has to be changed somehow.

As i was so sick and tired of all this fucking things,i tried to connect the OLD extension cable and used the OLD filter so that i can do my homework. AND the best part is?THESE 2 FUCKING THINGS WORKED AND I'M NOW USING THESE 2 FUCKING THINGS TO WRITE THIS ENTRY.Which means,the 2 new SPOILT items were bought for nothing.AND my dad,being such a helpful and caring person,is on his way to change the NEW and SPOILT extension cable at the 201 area and the FUCKING NEW and SPOILT filter at challengers.

this is just a summary of what happened today,with the happenings much more worst with the heat and the sweat and the cursing.Lost my temper quite a few times today due to these FUCKING things.Feeling much better now...

Why must such a FUCKING thing happen to me?Would be glad if anyone has the answer to my question.And now have to go back to do my homework...

Mood::*****

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Transformers^^

2007-07-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

One word....

COOL!!!!!!!

Yep,just came back from watching transformers at GV Tampines with nicholas and yenkheng.I was kinda irritated at first because i was playing hide-and-seek with yk.I reached at our meeting point 5 mins earlier and since nic was going to be late,i decided to find yk in century square...little did i know that he was going to tm mac to look for me...thus,the game begins=.= after we found each other,went to tm arcade while waitintg for nic.There were 2 stupid kids who were playing metal slug (i think) and they were complaining about something that i didn't know.After one of them died,they left.I called them stupid because the game was not over,one of them had some lives left=.=then yk went to continue playing the game but died as well.But it was not a loss as the game was free anyway xD.

When we finally get into the cinema,me and nic went in first as yk wanted to buy some food.We went to find our seats and watched some stupid commercials with the first one being the sports drink(can't remember the name) with the beginning,Maria~Maria~~.I was laughing through that whole commercial...just found it stupid:)

Then just as the movie was about to start,yk came in with a grumpy look on his face.The person at the service counter closed his counter just as it was yk's turn to order0_O And the worst part was that he actually just walked away...and poor(not literally) yk had to queue up at another counter to get his food.

And finally when the movie started,i felt like sleeping-.- The starting was a little funny but also a little boring.But,the funniest part was when Sam asked his teacher,"What would Jesus do?"(or something like that).Man,that sure lightnened up my day,or night...

Another funny part was when Sam or the girl(can't remember her name :p) asked Optimus Prime how he knew their names,he answered the world wide web........the best part was when Sam asked how Optimus Prime knew about the glasses,he answered eBay xD
I know this might not sound funny at all but when you are watching this movie,you will(or will not)laugh with tears in your eyes.

Overall,this movie is very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very NICE!!!!!and i recommend everyone to watch this movie if possible.

have to go and do my WDS proposal now...though i am very tired...Writing this much stuff is wwwaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy easier than writing some words for the proposal...

Mood:*****

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Feeling sluggish...

2007-06-26T15:23:00.000+08:00

Felt really lazy to write new posts these few weeks...School has started and it's back to the same boring routine again..sleep,eat,school...Found out 2 of the test results already,A for business accounting and B+ for Commskills.Didn't expect to get A and B+ for this 2 subjects as i wasn't that good at Mathematics and English...especially after the long break in between the term test and O levels.Feeling really tired now due to sleepless nights for the past few days,dunnno why though.Anyway,found this really hilarious but cute video that i would like to share.It's at the left at the sidebar...if i manage to get it up that is...

Mood:*****

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Yi Lu Shun Fong^^

2007-06-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

Just got back from seeing off my sis at the airport.She's going to Korea for school project,so good right?Being at the airport brings back memories of quite a few years back,when i was just a little kid back then.I remembered i dropped the double scoop ice cream that i bought and 1 scoop dropped on the floor-.-I even remembered that it was orange flavour 0_o.Come to think of it,i have not been to a lot of places in Singapore this few years.The Zoo,Sentosa,Jurong Bird Park etc.Must have been too busy or lazy to even step out of my house.

Being at the airport sets me thinking about a lot of stuff,mostly about the great responsibility of the airline crew which is also to ensure everyone's safety.There were also a lot of feelings that i cannot put down in words.Thinking about it,i kinda miss my Sis already,although i have just seen her off at around 9.30pm.Wish her a safe ride to and from Korea and that she enjoys herself.

Been gaming for the past few days to 'make up' for the energy used up during the tests,though i have been sleeping at around 2 to 3 am these few days.Tomorrow's my cousin's wedding and feeling kind of excited,not sure whether it is because of the food or the atmosphere:p

Another event to be happy about is that tomorrow is the start of the maple weapons drop day!^^ Will be chionging maple so that i can get a good item.Only got a Maple Doomsinger on the previous event as i was too busy doing other stuff.But this time,i will be giving all that i got so as to gain back what i have missed out on the previous event xD

Going to be 11pm soon,friends waiting for me at maple:p so i will write more next time.ciaoz.....

Mood::*****

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To love someone is to feel the pain when he or she is gone.

Finally a new blogskin^^

2007-06-10T01:23:00.001+08:00

Woots^^ Finally used a new blogskin.Very tired now because i was squeezing brain juice choosing which Whitey-chan blogskin to use.

Went to collect O levels certificate today.The school looks messy and dirty due to the construction work going on.Collecting the cert was easy,but getting someone to get our cert is difficult 0_o

Been fun today.Went to East Point to play Dota and Counter-strike.Got thrashed by nicholas and eugene in the first Dota match-.-But pwned them back in the second match^^ Got totally thrashed during Counter-strike=.= Overall a fun day:D

Not going to continue writing because too tired now.Going to watch TV now before going to sleep.

Mood::*****

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"He who can, does. He who cannot, teaches.
George Bernard Shaw (1856 - 1950), Man and Superman (1903) "Maxims for Revolutionists"

Woohoos...

2007-06-01T21:23:00.000+08:00

Started the day pretty badly,due to being too tired and that i didn't understand much about macroecons...really need to study hard and focus or i will be taking remedial lessons-.- ~~Song~~Soon xiang was quite high during macroecons tutorial.He denied drinking the new red bull so i guess it must be some other things that caused him to be like that.

After school,i went to watch Shrek 3 with yenkheng.Quite worth the money as it was very funny.Haven't laughed much this week due to the projects and the fear of the upcoming test.After that,we went to Hans(or something like that) to have dinner.Ate fish and chips which was pretty much sour because i squeezed the lemon all over the plate and i even ordered orange juice-.-

Very tired now for unknown reason,but will be going to play maple for a few hours before going to bed...Will have to chiong macroecons tomorrow as i do not want to have remedial lessons...and before i forget,Happy Birthday Phoebe:D

Mood::*****

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"Never forgive and forget,because you will forget who you forgived."

KNNBCCB!!!!!!

2007-05-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

Firstly,have to get this off my chest...

**** YOU *****!IT IS NOT OUR ****ING FAULT THAT WE WERE ****ING LATE!ME AND SOMEONE EVEN TOOK A SHORT CUT SO THAT WE WOULD NOT BE THAT LATE FOR YOUR ****ING LESSON!HOWEVER,WE HAD TO LISTEN TO A WHOLE LOAD OF ****ING CRAP COMING FROM YOUR ****ING MOUTH!YOU SAID YOU WILL START YOUR ****ING LESSON AT EXACTLY 11AM.BUT WHEN WE REACHED THERE,YOU HAVE NOT ****INGLY STARTED YOUR ****ING LESSON.SO WHAT THE **** ARE YOU KPING ABOUT?WHY THE **** DO WE HAVE TO TAKE THE ****ING SCOLDING FROM YOU ****ING *****?IT MAKES NO ****ING SENSE YOU ****ING *****!SO WHY DON'T YOU SHUT THE **** UP AND JUST CARRY ON WITH YOUR ****ING LESSONS!

Okay,for every "****" that i used,i will reward myself with 30 mins of playing time:D
NOTE:In case anyone finds this too offensive,i will remove this as i do not want to offend anyone who takes their time to visit my blog.

And on to today's main event:D.......Triathlon^^

Today is the trial run of 5km,which is 12.5 rounds around the track.Yay!I managed to complete the 5 km without stopping,although my legs nearly gave way...The feeling was excellent as i was too tired to think of anything,which includes the above-.- My timing was around 30 to 32 minutes...Wasn't that sure because i might have heard wrongly...I did use my watch but i accidentally pressed stop at the second round,so i had to depend on coach's watch:p Anyway,looking forward to tomorrow's holiday because i have not been getting enough sleep for the past few days...too busy trying to finish WDS proposal.Well,don't have much to say so bye:D

Mood::*****

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"The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one.:
Elbert Hubbard (1856 - 1915)

Er...A series of shocking events?

2007-05-29T23:08:00.000+08:00

First shock: ~~Tauhoo~~Taufiq was sending the song "You give a love a bad name" by Bon Jovi to me in the library this afternoon.The place that we were in was relatively quiet,but when the song has been transfered to my handphone,the song was played automatically...Imagine this,you are in a very quiet place and suddenly,someone plays a very loud song,would you get a shock as well?Anyway,the song is available at the playlist at the right...so try it out at full volume at around 2 am in the morning when most people are sleeping...

Second shock:I was plugging in my USB drive into the computer when suddenly i felt a surge of electricity rushing up my arm."Shocked" as in electric shock and "Shocked" as in suprised.Nah,JUST KIDDING...though not funny....

Anyway,the second shock occured when i was walking home from school.There was a black cat on the grass by the road and it was opening and closing its mouth.At first,i thought that it was yawning,until i saw something yellow gushing out of its mouth0_o In case you are wondering,yes,it WAS gushing. I was like OMFG,that is so freaking disgusting!!! After that,i nearly could not eat my dinner,because dinner was noodles-.-

Third shock:I was very happy as i thought that i have finished my WDS proposal...until i saw the bibliography section...Publisher,place of publication and copyrighted year were required!And i returned the book to the library just that afternoon...Alright,this isn't much of a shock:p

For those of you who have been pressing me to link to your blogs,i do not have the time to look for a blogskin so you guys will have to wait until the holidays as i am kinda busy right now...Next week is TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!How?????!!!!!!!!!!!!have not started studying anything at all......well,that's common-.- hmm...nothing else to say so.......ciao

Mood:*****

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"When you want to believe in something, you also have to believe in everything that's necessary for believing in it."
Ugo Betti, Struggle Till Dawn

A Glimmer Of Hope?

2007-05-26T00:53:00.000+08:00

Sigh....what's with the depressing atmosphere that i have been feeling during the past few days? Is it because of the upcoming tests?If it is,everyone should look forward to it.Well,i'm not crazy if that's what you think.Looking at the bright side,the test being nearer means that the hoilidays are coming:D

I have a feeling that i'm not going to do well for today's In Class Assesment for Commskills(well,actually yesterday considering the time this is written0_o)as i have not written an essay for about 5 months?Somehow i couldn't concentrate as well as i usually do during an english exam.Must be due to the lack of mental preparedness:(

Visiting the blogs of the 2 nubbies i mentioned earlier have cheered me up a little as there was some 'improvement' or so i hope-.- Either way,if action is not taken soon,i will take the matter into my own hands,whether you guys like it or not.I don't care if you guys call be a busybody because i will set things right again since i did play a part in creating the mess:p

Seeing that my blog is empty and fugly as usual,i promise that there will be a complete makeover of the layout when i am free,which is most probably during the holidays,so don't feel sad bloggie,i will dress you up nicely like the others:D

Mood::*****

Spamming away,Efil

"No one dies a virgin because life just fucks everyone up"

Note:I wrote this at around 1.20am but the internet just cocked up and i was unable to post it at that time.

How How How???

2007-05-24T15:47:00.000+08:00

Haiz...so much things to do,so little time...And i thought coming to poly was a good choice since i my learning rate seems to be slowing down-.-Dunno the reason though.

Few days has passed since i created this blog but i still have not figure out most of the functions...or perhaps i'm too lzay to bother to find out0_o

Anyway,the purpose of me writing this entry was not because of today's event,though i got 15 marks for CTOS test today:D:D:D the real purpose is because i was too tired to write this yesterday..

I was kinda upset and dissapointed at the beginning of that day due to something that happened which i would not like to reveal in case too much atttention is attracted... However,i was looking forward to the trithalon training as i would be soooooo tired that i would forget about what happened that day,which includes the unhappiness.True enough, i was cheered up at the end of tri training even though i was too tired to even eat-.-

I'm not sure whether i'm being pervertic because i just love to see people suffer with me:D:D though what happened during tri training wasn't part of the suffering that i was hoping for.....anyway,you fu tong xiang,you nan tong dang this is really true especially during trainings^^ Hope more people will join so that we can spread the *cough* ~~sufferings~~ *cough* joy.

I'm hoping that the panic will start to kick in or else i would never be able to finish doing my homework and revision for test,though i would most probably study on the day before the test:p This is one habit that i would like to change though-.-

I would also like the 2 nubbies to patch things up so that we can go out together during the june holidays...It's better to take the humble pie and admit something or apologise then to let the misunderstaning carry on till the day you die,as you cannot bring a war to your grave.I have said my piece and the rest is up to you guys....If not,you have to prepare yourself for my constant preaching..........

Mood:*****

Spamming away,Efil

"Nothing is IMPOSSIBLE,because the word itself says I M POSSIBLE" Ganesh

Something that i do not know...

2007-05-21T17:59:00.000+08:00

Well...don't really know why i created this blog or friendster.I wanted to have a place where i can express my feelings and thoughts without having to find a person to relate to. I know that my friends will be there to listen to me and i do appreciate that,but not everyone has the time or wants to hear me talk...so i have decided to post,instead of talking...

This blog was created yesterday but i was too lazy to do anything to it so i left it till today.Instead of publishing the small paragraph that i have written yesterday, i decided to delete it and write a new one today.

Today was a day that passed by fairly quickly,even though we had a 4 hour break in between our lessons. Accounting was slack and CTOS was ... as usual. What really suprised me today was that out APEL lesson was on meaning & purpose in life, which was similar to the 'title' of my blog(dunno what it's called0_o). Moreover,this blog was created yesterday,so if there is any connection,i dunno...

What really made me create a blog was the need to 'communicate' with my friends,whether from TP or from secondary school. I have made a mental note not to use terms like 'ppl','sch' etc as i do not want to fail my commskills which is similar to english lessons-.- However,i just can't seem to not write 'dunno' instead of "dont't know". I guess this must be an aftereffect after speaking singlish for so long:p

The mid term test is around the corner and i have not started revising anything:( guess i really need to stop procrastinating and work hard....Really hope that i can do well in CTOS because memory work isn't my forte,unless it's stuff that shouldn't be remembered:p

Anyway,i will update this blog as often as possible and i will try to make this layout more appealing to the eye.

Mood:*****

Spamming away,Efil

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